well yesterday was ok. I got 2 new faces 4 my phone..haha green and purple baby! yah. well that day my bro also bought Grand Theft Auto 3...haha mayan..thats a TITE game. umm but yah. Also yesterday i went to my so called "cousins" house. It was alrite. But there isnt always a WHOLE lot to do when ever theres a "flip party"...so as always it was cool. haha i even took time out during the party to IM samantha 4 awhile haha. Yup. But aww its sad though... cuz theres a freind of mine whose havin problems...and ::sigh:: i dunno.. im having trouble wondering if i should be tryin to help. Cuz i REALLY want to help this person cuz if i dont then this person is gonna keep having the same re-acurring problems. But argh i dont know wat to do... i want to help... but lately ive learned that the best help im giving is "being there" 4 that person. or other peeps. But dammit...i hate knowing that i have good freinds out there...and they have the same problem over and over again... and they keep feeling bad about it. But me and those other people all know that all u have to do is make a DIFFERENT decisison than last time. ::sigh:: its unfortunate that they are either to hard headed or its to hard 4 them to try... or they just cant do it all 2gether. i dunno...i just dont understand that. I mean u KNOW that u are just gonna lose/get hurt in the end. So why SET URSELF UP? I mean u KNOW u dont want that to happen...so why not ACT DIFFERENTLY? Its funny...everyone listens to me..but nobody ACTS on wat i say. So the "i told u so" term reaches my mind once again. But weather or not that term comes to mind...or weather something bad or GOOD happens...im still here 4 all those peoples.

Well as for 2 DAY!..i did nothing! cleaned my damn room, and watched WWF pay-per-view...haha but i must admit.. iwas dissapointed on this one... no jumping really high crap!! how boring!!! oh well...yah...and a goodnite to u all.
posted by Philip at 8:13 PM